Monday, May 10, 2010

这几天来睡眠都不是那么的好,其一就是去喝茶直到三更半夜才回家,其二就是我根本睡不着。以前总期待半夜一点的时候电话会响起来,现在的我也一样。没有她在我身边我真的是很不习惯,但是这也是难免的事。之前是自己选择离开的,也选择放弃这纠缠不清的关系,但是到最后我竟然开始后悔了。

经过超市时看到的风筝令我开始想起和她一起在公园放风筝的日子。还记得那时候风并不大,而她就死命在跑希望可以把风筝给飞上来,就在这个时候不远处传来几个小孩子的声音说道:“你看她几笨呀,没有风当然飞不起来啦,哈哈哈哈哈。”虽然我内心也在偷笑,但她有时候也真的笨的蛮可爱一下的。

昨晚母亲节,和妈妈还有几个朋友一起去吃火锅庆祝。那里有我最爱吃的鹌鹑蛋,每次我去吃碌碌的时候都一定会放这个,但每次都会被她骂。因为鹌鹑蛋时高胆固醇的食物,所以她总不让我去吃,但我也从不吊她,照吃,哈哈哈。

很怀念一起出去吃东西的日子,你分给我,我分给你,这个世界上除了妈妈之外她就是唯一一个了。我更怀念她喂我吃雪糕的时候,甜得不是雪糕,而是她的那份关怀。或许我真的不应该放弃。。。

5 comments:

  1. Aiya...
    1. Go back n make a final decision or tell her clearly den go away... Although it`s painful but it`ll get well after tat although dunno how long will it take...
    2. Just keep it as a revealed secret n continue ur life without telling her but tat`s a long pain for sometimes...
    But still, i respect ur choice n support u all d time lah!!! Kambateh!^^

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  2. Thx, I think this problem for a long time since I have been KL here for some time.
    I think I really shouldn't give up, I need to respect her, she has right to know all about this. I will cheer up de, don worry^^d

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  3. Little Pig Pig,
    Until now i still believe happiness is to fight back their own de... I suggest u told her your feeling, even thought she noe edi... u should tell her bravely... even u r rejected, i hope u were not simply give up... just remember wat i have told u dat night... although i'm not good enough in relationship, but please dont simply give up to the one u love... dis is not persistent but persist... persist the feeling upon her...

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  4. Thx, I understand it.
    Really thx for the advance u gave me that night.

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  5. I won`t worry one lah...
    U`r mature enough to take good care of urself edi... So nothing to worry about lah...
    Besides, u`r not weak at all although u always admit tat u`r actually looked strong at outside but weak deep down inside ur heart...
    Mayb u`r just something tat u can`t afford to settle oni... no one is perfect or no one is born wit a good technic to deal wit anything...
    So cheer up!!!^^

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